All About Me

Hello! assalamu'alaikum Wr. Wb...

First off all, Let me introduce my self.

My name is Shaffira Khansa Az Zahra.  I am a 10th grade high school student, from SMAN 3 Bandung.  I was in grades 10-8 with 32 classmates, and now, we are all currently creating our own blogs, after being assigned by Miss Wiwin (hello miss Wiwin!) to write a text about ourselves.  To be honest, because I'm confused about what to say, maybe it would be better if I presented my biodata along with a photo of myself first : 

 name: Shaffira Khansa Az Zahra

 school: SMAN 3 Bandung

 class : X-8

 age : 16 years old

 DOB : Bandung 2 December 2006

 extracurricular : Trilogy, DKM, SSR

 Something I like : Drawing, coffee, Saturday, purple, books, ect.

 Something I don't like : Fisika, hypocrisy, sunday, Grey, vegetables, ect.

 disease: low blood pressure

 MBTI : ISTJ

 love language : Physical touch

You can see from the photo.  I am a girl with tan skin, black-brown eyes, and I wear a hijab. I'm only about 150 cm tall and (I know, I'm short) my brother is even taller than me now.

I come from an affluent family.  we live in the babakan ciamis area, and have 4 members.  There are my father, mother, me, and my younger brother.  my younger brother named muzaffar umar ramadhan (just call him umar) attends cihaurgeulis elementary school.  he is at the end of his elementary school period (grade 6). My parents and I hope he can continue his school to SMPN 2 Bandung, like I used to be.  Then continue to SMAN 3 Bandung, like me too.  But after seeing how tough the competition is here, I don't think it's a necessity and an obligation for him to go to school here.  (I'm not a cruel sister) 

Btw, I enjoy reading.  My mom said, I've loved holding books since I was a kid (I don't know exactly when, maybe kindergarten).  But since I was 9 or 10 years old, I could already read thick novels.  The novels that really impressed me, at that time were the book "kau, aku, dan sepucuk angpau merah" by Tereliye, and of course " Hujan" by Tereliye too. as well as several mystery horror novels from Fantasteen publishers (I read many other books such as KKPK, Kung Fu Boy, Doraemon, Detective Conan, miiko!, etc. But  it's not part of 'very' impressive)

And in recent years (maybe 4 years ago) I fell in love with webtoons and wattpad.  I think I started reading crazy since I met them.  I could read them all day long (from morning to evening) and never get bored or miss reading material.  Even now, when I'm on weekends, I often 'go too far' (kebablasan) reading webtoons for up to 4 hours.

And on wattpad, I also often write my own novels (which I'm still running) but of course I never have the courage to publish them.  However, since there was a pandemic. Suddenly, I lost interest in Wattpad (I'm still don't now why).  Since then I deleted Wattpad, and transferred my writings to my laptop (TMI: currently it has reached 180 pages)

I have another hobby, which I really, really like, which is drawing.  I've enjoyed it much earlier than reading (maybe since preschool (?)).  Even so, I'm not very proficient and good at drawing.  someday I hope I can show it to you guys (after I develop mine, so I'm not too shy).  although I love drawing, I have no intention of making this activity my future job.  because my parents certainly didn't allow it and I myself also felt inadequate if I had to sit at a desk every day and draw to survive in life. 

My parents fully supported me to become a doctor, and even though it was quite burdensome, I didn't refuse and tried as hard as possible to make their hope come true, by continuing to get maximum scores at SMAN 3.  Last semester, I got the top 5 ranking.

 At that time I didn't know whether to be happy or sad.  because during that early semester, I really studied and you could say much more diligently than when I took the grade 9 middle school Exam (US) , and even the grade 6 elementary school national exam (UN). so I'm really sad because after trying so hard, but still not in the top 3.

however, on the other side, I really feel the learning atmosphere and competition in my class is very tight.  All of my friends are very active, diligent and smart, making me quite afraid and stressed as well as being carried away by the spirit of competition.  when I know, some people who are more active and smarter than me are actually under my ranking.  That's what makes me quite proud and happy. 

I hope, in this second semester I will be more diligent in studying and can overcome all the temptations, laziness, selfishness, and all the bad things that I did in the last semester.  hopefully in this new semester I can maintain and raise my ranking.

 Note : I really apologize if my English grammar and vocabulary is very messy.  I hope miss Wiwin and all of you can help correct if something in this blog is wrong.  Thank you very much.